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Friday, October 31, 2008

i rmb one thing i wanted to blog about.

because of one evil seflish #@!*# who thought she could act the way she did, i won't be able to see my nephew as much as i could've if she wasn't such a...

true, i don't know the circumstances she was in, i don't know her side of the story. but no one has the right to cheat on their other half.

the same goes for that #!@*?#! no one gave him the right to destroy and break up a family.

adultery should be made punishable by law.

the day i found out, i was so shocked. and it was probably the first time i realised looks can be deceiving. even the nicest of people can do the most evil things.

that said, i thank God for parents who have been excellent role models. if not i would've lost faith in everyhing.

ok i dunno why i sudenly thought of this. it just saddens me to know that there are such selfish people in the world who don't give a damn about other people's feelings, about how they affect their children's lives.

i actually liked you, even if i didn't know you very well. you were the one who did things without complaining, the one always looking out for kyan. even my mum said i'd most probably end up like you when i get married. and for a while i hoped that in the future, i'd be able to hold everything together like how i perceived you did. well now i hope i'm nothing at all like you.


watchin u;
at 2:07 AM

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

this is for qiuning who said she saw 'word challenge' on my blog and got distracted and started playing. QIU STOP READING THIS AND GO STUDY! (:

exams are coming. anyone who wants to study with someone, i'm available. please come drag me out of my house and away from the million and one distractions at home. haha.

Lord i commit all my upcoming papers into Your hands.

what charlene said is true. there's more to life than grades. even if i don't get what i want, i did my best and that's good enough. not everyone can be the best. even if my best is not good enough for first class honours, not good enough compared to the majority, it's what God gave me and that's good enough for me.

no use over-stressing myself.

darn the stressful s'pore education system.

today's thursday and i missed the ntu girls gathering cos of marketing! super bummed about it. then i was reading eileen's blog and i started laughing all over again cos i could just imagine being there with them, laughing at serene. hello girls if you're reading i miss you lots! (:

missed all the class gatherings mel's been organising as well. last one was cos i had 3 quizes the following week so i had to study. missing the class is like having a constant stomachache.

i actually had a million and one things i wanted to blog about. but i got interrupted by marketing project and i forgot what else i wanted to say. oh wells another day then.

anw pastor said a few weeks back we should always be thankful. today i thank God for my roomie jiang, for taking the risk letting me room with her, for all the company, all the word challenge moments and all the laughs. haha. she's really damn funny.

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand


watchin u;
at 7:00 AM

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